ku x perlukan kamu

let me show wat u're missing..its PARADISE la dear,

~sy bcinte ngn putera baek tp ego dahulu kala...

~istana tu runtuh,putera lukekn hati puteri

~puteri run away,

~tp disebabkn nk slamatkn "negara" puteri berdamai,as fren ngn putera

~smpai skunk,putera n puteri ni berbaek

tp skunk

~putera dtg balek bwk cincin,

~igtkn hdiah,upenye nk puteri balek

~puteri dh kawen ngn laksamana

berdekah2 puteri gelak..pdan muke,

dulu mse putera buang puteri,dy tros bershinte ngn puteri katak ngeri sbelah,yg comel tp xtau memerintah...

mase tu puteri sedih lg,bg puteri,cinta dy hnye satu,

puteri ni tros dlm pemerintahan dy,pd dy cinta bole dicari,tp dy tetap layan putera as fren...

tp putera pulak duk nk puteri balek,bile puteri ckp dh ade dh,,putar belit lidah putera tu..maklumlah dy kn EGO!!! erhh

finally..syukur

today aq retest..n LULUss...hehe,,tlepas da satu beban...memg aq perlukan lesen tu sbb bulan 7 nnti jdual aq btol2 pack~ woorggghhh

this is my new challenge 2 me to play a role as da eldest,mak n ayah aq bkal xde kt malaysia slame 2 minggu...smentra kiteorg adek badek xikot lorh,haiyoo,,xkn nk ponteng 2 minggu...

i.a,ade yg nk pekse besa taon neh so bukan snang2 nk ponteng,so..aq da mule trpikir da neh..btape lguh nye aq...keje ayah,keje mak aq...smue aq kne bwat..alohhh,,,n semestinye aq akn jemput nenda tercnta aq,huhaay..klo x sape nk masak kn?

baju2...jmur,bsoh,gosok....kemas umah..make sure bekalan makanan umh kne ade,kne pgy pasar,nenda kne ikot ya,i xknl ikan lorh,amek bdak2 tu sek,smue sek laen2...woorghh,,kemaman la pling jaoh skali,ltih aq nk kne amek ptg2 orh,rantau sorg,al amin sorg...AHAHAHHAHAHA...gelak xikhlas gitu,,hahhaa..

cabaran jd sulong-----

td mse aq beli air kt kafe kt tmpat aq test uh,rmai jgk org,tyme aq jalan arah kafe uh,aq da tgk sekumpulan guys duduk smeja duk tgk je kt qu n ade somtin toing2 lam hati aq..."zip jeans aq xtutup ke?" "tudung aq senget?" "ke aq cantek sgt" hahaha..yg las tu xarh,xpenah tpikir pon,i tau i xcntek,,

then aq order air...guys tu duk panggel aq,

"muah3"

...bnyi annoying tuh~ errhh..

"adik2"..

"weh2,mg la panggel,"

las2..."***!"

wat? someone who close wif me je tau panggelan tu,n xsemua tau panggelan tuh! n dah lame aq xdgr org pggel aq g2...arhh..CURIOUS hbes aq douh,aq pon berpaling tros pgy dkat kt grup toh,tindakan yg drastik fantastik bombastik kedebboomm meletop habes pecah terburai! hah amek ko,...hahhahha.bukan pe aq teerrrlalu pelik... igtkn nk tnye pe...

"*** lulus x?"

tpat pandang mate aq..n aq dgn curious xhbes2 ni mcm dgar xdgar douh,

"errmm,,lulus.."

(bayangkan aq xkenal semua kt c2,n aq jrang2 cpt2 react ngn strangers)

"dah tu knpe brenti c2?"

sambel dy tnye aq ni alihkn mate aq stiap guys yg ad kt c2,but satu pon aq xknal!

"oh,dy nk msuk pjbt" aq tenung smbil mikkey kt org yg tnye aq tu,aq x knl! xknl! arrfgggghhhh...pffftt

n aq ulang balek,telek muke sekko2 balek,ad dlm 6 org kt c2,tp aq xtau sape pnggel aq ngn pggelan tu,,

"oh..so lulus la?"

"ye..."

then aq cpt2 trsedar...makcik tu ckp

"dik air dh siap"

"ouh~"

n aq xbrani nk berpaling kt mreka lg,,sbb rmai sgt,kang aq tnye kang...haa...haiyookk..sape ea? sape? woorsstt~

satu lg klebihan aq,kalo aq nk lupe,memg skali ngn muke n name aq delete...fuhh~ sapeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? cite ni xde end

*ping

bgun pg ase cm thuyung hayang douh..alah,xdop laen doh ni,ubat smlm r neh...3 biji tros aq sumbat,puahati,,,hahaha...posting blog xmandy lg nih,bgus x? mls siot aq nk mandy,,hahahah..japg mndy r,,

sjuk bagai pg2 neh..hua3..ha! pg td aq da jumpe ustaz yg aq cri2 uh...hahaha,aq pedup sgt aq cri care org xsekola kt utube,aq g type "ustaz astro oasis" hahaha,,aq pon cam pnye cam,hah! jumpe pon,begegar umah aq psang,well TERBAEKK ok,,hehek

aq sbenanye dah stuck kt sni..STUCK IN THE MOMENT la plak,hahaha...ok..ciao,nnti aq smbung ag..u duk lam draft lu eh..bye2~

i try to lose that part

12.16 am..26/4...

mlm ni aq g jumpe doc...4 my pimps probs..huh,fedup,,aq tertekan skunk,,so dy lebey saket...the main point is aq kne krus..doc ckp,haiyooo..pgy london doc ckp gtu,pgy korea,bukit payong..vietnam...sluruh doc yg blaja medix ckp g2..memg la doc blaja medix? ngarot ko nih

wihii~ tnye doc..cocok2 xde? aq biase da ngn doc tu,,tgk org amek vitamin c..gedik jgk nk cocok..hahhha..then doc ckp xprefer lg skunk,nnti da keje bole la cocok2..tp nk mulekn "sy saket ape" 2 pnye la payos,,haha..duk sembang mende len dulu...hmm..myb aq perlukan doc jiwe? aq serabut,btol neh..hmmm...

mule2 aq komplen..kad oren aq tu da nk tmat tempoh,,sbb aq kn da nk 18,,so aq xbole lg ditanggung ole petronas bg ubat2..haiyook,,xbess laa...hehehe...pahtu aq sembang ag...dy tnye aq mintak ape..dy pon jelas la sal medix msia nih..then aq pon bukak cte,yg aq apply medix cine...seriously tros dy pndang aq,,medix cine? xpnah dgr pon? then byk gile cite,

n aq cite r,aq pgy dgn tggungan ayah aq,20k per annum,murah dr mesir n russia...aq pnye xde mood..cite ngn gaye gni hah..~tgan menjalar kt atas meja,muke lak atas tgan~ time nk gelak aq gelak je...xkesah lasom aq nih..haiyook,,tp bes doe cite kt dy,aq cite lg kt dy...pasal cine ni,n dy pon tnye sape ad kt sne? ad 25 org plaja kite kt sane,,ade anak **** merican~ trus dy kjot ckp,,nape dy anta c2? plik toh,,bkn ke mahsa kolej dy pnye? aq pon jwb jela xtau..aq ckp doc aq yg rekemen kt aq u tuh,anak dy ad kt ctu..

aq pon syap kejap,then ckp..smbil tunjuk pipi.."niha pimple problem" ahahha...dy pon bleley bla3...ckp kt aq dy ade ubat bru la..hahaha...adoyai~ sblom aq brangkat pulang,dy on lappy...cpt2 tnye u ape,,aq ckp r..then dy search2...tgk gmbr la..chit chat lg...hehehe....aq cite r..u ni kdudukan dy no 16 lm dunia,tp syg msia xiktiraf..dy kate mksd xiktiraf tu bkn xelok,,sbb dy xdaftr kt msia,,ohh... n mknenye atas lg dr oxford..hmm..then aq ckp kt dy u tu dkt pkampungan org islam...so senang nk cri makan..hehe..plus aq memg suke chinese cuisine!~

aq still serabut xhbes...then skunk aq gile bagai cri ustaz neh,hadoyai,,aq xtau name ape,,tp zikir dy bes siot..hayoo..aq xtenang kbelakangan neh,,hmm...so aq kne byk istighfar,,n dkatkn dri aq pd dy,,nnti aq jd gile mcm org xde iman kn! emm....kne byk sabau jea~

huh...

jaoh lg perjalann aq nnti,ape akan jd pon xsure,tkot jgk weh..hmmm...

tp since aq kecik,aq memg dh plan leklok hdop aq neh...aq slalu rewind episod tu..bgaimana permulaan n akhirnya,stakat ni aq bru melepasi minit ptame,insyaallah xde yg akan halang,tp aq tkot seyh~ tlalu indah episod tuh,hm,xpela,aq cube utk tidak mgharap sgt,jus simpan ketat2 impian tuh,kalo nk tau,aq kejam sket,aq memilih..memg sblom ni aq byk memaen...tp sungguh,aq materialistik sket...

aq malu nk cite plan aq tu,sbb nnti ade org bace..KOT..hehehe..aq tkot plan aq trsekat je,,n one of the scary thing is CINTA..haiyookk,,harap2 la lps2 tu dy muncul,,lgpon aq xde lg smbungan 4 episod cinte tu,,how big my love towards him,but if he try to rosak2 my plan,*debushh..haha..thats y la...im janda rite na..

kadang2 aq dpt yg bkn ciri2 lam list aq,sungguh aq xbersedia utk hdop sush,,,aq try tnamkn dlm diri aq.."xpe la kalo dpt yg gud2 je pon,asal dy rajin n baek" but..hmm..but im not that cruel sgt,aq trime je,lgpon aq ni bkn cntek sgt...

but skunk fokus aq laen,aq ke arah step plan aq strusnye,mane2 yg aq rase bole gngu plan..aq ltak tepi tros,,n thats y aq jande skunk...rmai douh aq rejet...haiyookk,,pdhal aq da lengkap pakej "org xcantek" nk ape lg douh? xpaham laa..xpe tu ikot suke,haha..

but i'm not sure lg nih,psal aq xsure ag,aq bole further study kt ne,,hmm..kalo aq xstudy lam cos yg aq plan,maknenye plan aq da tersekat...sbb dr cos aq plan..lps tu aq akn pgang degree lam cos yg aq study,so aq jgk akan bekerja relate ngn study aq...lps tu plak,aq da tetpkn aq pnye gaji n lifestyle aq camne lps tu...kalo kt c2 da trsekat,camne la plan aq pastu..huishh..

sush jgk tuh weh...dulu ustazah pnah tilik tgn aq,tp dy da ckp xpyah pcye,amek sbgai suke2...aq ni tragak2 nk hulur tgn..dy ckp~

athirah ni...tpak tgn dy byk cabang,maknenye,hdop byk cabang,pyah sket nk bjaya...dy ckp,kne buat yg trbaek r kalo nk smpai top..mcm lam spm ni,wt molek lalu..

tu dy ckp,haiyoo...balek sekola,tros mneros aq duk pkir...hmm..ustazah tu jgk la yg byk bg motivasi..pnah skali aq dijemput scare berhemah ke bilik kaunselor,igt kaunselor comel nk jmpe,but ustazah pilih tmpat tu cos trtutup,xde pn kaunselor...nk tau y aq dijemput ole ustazah?

SBB AQ XPNAH DPT A SUBJEK PAI...=.=" sjak fom 4 ag,haiyook

tp hritu ustazah ckp ngn aq..memg pnah kt jiwe aq tros,dy pndang mate aq,cm aq leyh rase...dy halalkn ilmu aq,sbb dy tkot,kemungkinan aq xdpt a..cos dy ad trase ngn aq,,so dy btol2 make 0-0 that day...n aq pon sikit jd bersemangat....haloohh,,

tp 7a/9a aq tu ok ke? layak ke x aq nk amek cos aq nk tuh,,hmm...same2la kite doa~

aq akan melangkah pergi

FACEBOOK..trase gembira dgnnye,dan juga duka,tp aq xsanggup lg nk bertahan ngn ko,,trlalu byk drama dlm tu,sbb tu aq trpakse mlangkah slow2 kuar dr gelanggang tu,aq rase aq da ckup bising sblom ni,lps ni aq cube utk syap,sungguh aq xdpt ktenangan...

dimana air mata ini menitis..
setiap kali..
mengadap pembela...
malah sedikit pon aq xbrusaha utk improve bacaan or hafalanku,,
maafkn aq,,
disini aq cube bwat turning point,,
ya allah,,bantu aq..

maafla kalo aq trkomen or terpost something that ever hurt u,aq tetp akn ad dlm alam maya ni,hehe...

ad org tnye aq,cmne nk kontek,dhla lps ni nk msuk u,.aq ckp,yahoo messengger kn ad? hhehehe..i'm back to the y.m daa,,y.m yg da xpemes tuuu..hehe..sape2 yg btol2 care sal aq,dy la akn jguk aq..seriously aq serabut,komen itu in...hmm...skunk ni biar aq mnyepi,,hehe....assalamualaikum semua...=)