one fine day~

ok peeps...pagi ini amatlah sejok sekali..faktor ujan dimalam semalam..skema ayat,,haha..

well,,this mist pagi memg enak lau expand tido smpai xnk bgun..tp kene bgun..harus diingat,,aq ade kt uma..hehe..jus now,,my mum woke me up..dy ckp Biq Ity nk dtg..oh yeah..dy da blek msia...lame douh dy cuti raya..she olso bring some keropok from indon...kopok ape xtau la...tp mcm keropok mony je...ahaha..keropok mony* iklan tah pape uh..

n berbalas setupperware tart nanas for her..hehe..mcm tunang pulak..berbalas hantaran..ahaks2...sebungkus nasi lemak dlm oven foe breakfast..tp harini aq breaklate skit..kuciwa tgk saiz nasi lemak..dunia2~ makan jgk cos lapaaaa!

n my mum went out to pasar...while i take a chance to mandy2..n! aq rase somting yg ajaib! aq rase LAPA pulak! hahahaha..colling my mum n order LAKSA PENANG...huahuahua..ni tgh taip tgh mam...tp byk mam dr typing..well u know me..ahahha tgk ni

laptop case terpemes same *wink2

well..bess ok..pas ummy blek...tlg cri idea foe her utk menu today..hehe..ok..tom yam harini..n tempe...bile aq suh buat smbal tempe ltak petai..then dy ckp

"sjak bile mam petai?"
"sjak duk puncak alam"
"haish..maju2" hahahaha

well aq jenis mulut yg tolak batu n kayu je..sume aq lantak...wihiii~

tambah lemak~

oh yeah~ duk umah tmbah lemak..wihii~

ekceli tgh tunggu download FLYPAPER neh...can't wait to watch it!
ok..skunk aq xtau nape tulisan aq jd senget camni...hadoi..budusss..padahal aq dh tekan beribu2 kali button italian uhhhh...kcaaaaa~ langsing blogspot nih

lantaklah..*tolong sengetkan muke korang..hahaha

pernah x korang MARAH ? xpenah? u r beautiful liar..kah3..


pernah trpikir x knpe lau kite marah kite kene ckp kuat2? padahal orang tu depan kite je? kan2? *eh? perasan x tulisan ni dah jadi tegak balek? maen2 btol dy ngn aq..xpe,,xyah hirau..hahaha..

k smbung blek..ce korang cite sket knpe korang wt cmtu? haha,,aq pon cmtu...kalo dh membuak2 marah...huish..rase nk ckp kuat2 tengking...smpai org tu melekat kt dinding..haha! kejam douh..xla..satu je *sabar..k...ahhh aq xnk ckp sal sabar...tu aq tnye tu..pikir2..

sebenanya..perasaan kita halus..datang dari bnda ajaib..yg dipanggil hati...bila ade due org tgh marah...jarak antara hati mereka jaoh..sebab connection antara hati mereka cm xde line..hehe..sbb 2 kalo nk ckp something kt org yg kite marah kene ckp KUAT2 ... supaya apa yg kita nk smpai kan kpd dy tu smpai...sebab tula sorang lagi tu,,dy akan rasa tkot...hehe..bayangkan kalo si A marah si B..si A pulak ckp cam bapok,,si B amek xkesah je..sebab suara si A tu xsmpai kt ati si B..

berlainan pulak ngn situasi ni..dimana dueorang kapel sweet sour..ckp tfon pon ayu,,slow..smpai semut pon xdgr..dyeorg xpyah ckp kuat2..sebab ckp slow pon...si awek tu dgr n pham ape yg pakwe uh ckp..sebab jarak hati dieorg dekat..haaaa...gtu...paham?

ececeh...hahak..bila athirah berbicara..i've read bout this n write it here..to share...muahahaha...

ujan skunk...sejok wehhh...mengundang rasa nk tido...jom! *senget balek benda alah neh! haish ta paham aq

step 3 over 5

on the way home...my dad singgah Subang Parade to survey luggage...

cari pnye cari...decide to buy thiss..pink kaleer...geli pink? thats your business....

cute,,aren't they? haha...

tu je....some1 nk dtg uma..bubye

lepaking time..!

hey hey hey...im home peeps! hahak..~sukanya bila dia ceria....iklan jap..haha,

dengan rasminya,,saya nurul athirah bt ******* klua dr uitm puncak alam...huewaaaa....T_T sedih doh...apatah lg berpisah dgn kwn2 kt palam uh,,,kwn dr maktab lagi....sedih sakan BFF aq,,mida n dayu...pelok2 masam kiteorg..huwaaaa..*nangis 1 more time...btw,,,byk sgt dpt hadiah..bracelets from ross..beg from ross too...a shawl from prof afiqah..


a day before i went out..som1 come make a visit...seriously...tharu gile kot! dy dtg bwk 1 set mcdonald...big mac set,kueh rayas...n a box of present,,and a card that make me cry,,huwaaaaa...nanges je keje,,n when i open it...

TADAAA...!

a set of facial care...pnah tgk mnde ni...kt xbrani nk beli..mahal kot weh...Melalueca products...insyaallah..i will try it..thnks sgt bg byk bnda kt sy..n sacrifice a lots to me since sy tecik lagi...how trharu i was =(

xkurang jgk Group E3 sayang...isk3...Che Nin syg komee sume,,huwaaa...mane bole lupe,kesana kemari together smpai mati...korang alls baek gile...n da most aq syg is...ross...amal comel...hana'...n ilah tershinte..huwaaaaaa...ni gmbr korang...how i miss u all yg gelak xbenti2...

jap! ilah xde..ala....that gurl in white shawl is hana'...in the pink colour is ross..n the black gurl beside ross is amal...yg kt blakang tu,,E3 mates,,farha...hehe

dalam E3,,aq rapat ngn dyeorg,,,dulu ade dibah,,but dy da kua...p beijing...how i miss them a lot...utk tido keroh2 lam lecturer ngn ross...nk dgr amal gelak comel...nk dgr sore hana' ceramah...n dgr ilah berpuisi ngn kte2 dari hati dy,,,huwaaa...moge2 mereka xlupe aq..n for sure,,aq xkn lupe mreka...insyaallah..doaku agar kamu semua dilindungi allah selalu,,n success in life..okeh...gtg...off first! bye

sy nk pergi mane?

passport da siap,da expend 5 taon,senang,xpyah pgy renew2...gambar hudos sgt! kalo passport aq trcicir uh,org cri2 aq xjumpe,cos laen sgt muke,haha....kt dlm gmbr udos..luo lagi udos...slip kptusan spm pon da emel kt encik haris,tunggu mahkamah...approve..anta...hmm...mcm xpcya? hmm..itula,xpnah aq bercite2 mcm ni,tp xpela..i will do all my bess

td mse duk getel2 kueh..cheese tart with black chery filing! wah...speechless~ mak aq ad pesan..nnti duk tmpat org,jgn tinggal smayang,bace quran sokmo,igt,kt mne2 pon kite duduk,jgn lupe tu,tgk kwn kamu bru2 ni yg kua islam...amek pgajaran dr dy,,bhaye long skunk..hati2..kamu duk jaoh,

aq snyap je..sedih jgk dgar,tp kn mummy,xkonfem ag,lau upu seksok dpt cos ok,jd cm xnk pgi je jaoh2 tuh...blaja kt mne2 pon same je,lau konpem la pgy jaoh2 tu,sy tau sy kne komited spenuhnye...dahla sy duk jaoh,jrang jumpe pmily,nnti lau keje,memg fully time working...keje ni sebuk..hmm...aq trfikir,mne nk celah mase....aq punye plan utk parents aq,...xsemestinye jgk aq hbes blaja blek keje cni...hmm...penim jgk lau pkir,

xpela,ape2 pon...mintak2 tuhan xpalingkan aq dr mereka

tp,yg aq sedih nye,banyak hati yg perlu aq tinggalkn di malaysia..lau aq pergy nnti..mintak2 mreka smua redha...n ade sorang ni..haish...penim pulak aq,

awk,sy bukan xsyg,tp sy rase baek kite berkawan..bile jaoh,kite xtau sape antara kite yg akan jumpe org yg lagi bes...bukan kate pasrah or xnk pertahan kn..tp everything bole jd,,so better kite off...hmm,,sy pon xtau nk ckp pe lg dh,xtau nk terang camne...meh nk cite sket..haha..aq tau korang suke bab2 nih

"awk memg konfem nk pgy?"

"erm,xkonpem lg.."aq cube sdapkn hati dy neh,berbakul2 da merengek,

"dah tu siap passport..nk tinggal sy eh?"

"inikan perjalanan hdup...kne rela..," matang pulak aq ckp kn? haha

"lepas tu?"

"lepas tu ape?" pelik la soklan huh..

"ni x suke ni..."

"ish..nape xsuke..sy pgy blaja kn,,nnti awk cmtu jgk..."

"tp awk pgy jaoh..."

"same je,nnti pon kite memg separated..bukan nye dpt tmpt same"

"mane tau?"

"hmmm,,,"

"awk jahat..." ckp aq jhat? debusshh*

"sy jhat ea? xpe la,,,seda ..."

"bukan..." bukan pulak? hehe..

"dah tu?..."

"kite?" telan air liur aq bile dgr..

"sy rase kn....off dulu la?" huh...pyah sbenarnye aq nk kuarkn ayat tuh

"xmaw tunggu sy?"

aq diam kejap..."bukan,kite simpan dulu,kite tgk pasni,lps blaja?"

"tp,xbole ke on je?"

"sy xbrani amek risiko la,camni,mane tau pasni awk jmpe yg laen? xpyah rase bersalah or tersekat sbb on ngn sy,lau off,senang,xpyah serabut pkir,,kn?" aq cube pujuk,hrap mnjadi

"kite on?" dy stat jd degil

"awk..."

"susah la awk..."

"sy pon,tp kne pikir pnjang..."

"sy tunggu...brape thon ea?"

"6 or 7 years...mybe..."

"ok,after that,quickly back to malaysia...i will go to have u!"

"6 years..bukan 6 days.."

"kite tgk sape yg bole btahan..."

"sy x rase ni btol"

"wateva u say,u always mine!"

"fine mr dick,gado ngn awk,sampai bile2 pon xhbes.."

"ok,i will make sure awk xkn tgk laki laen"

"sy minat heo yeong saeng...maknenye sy tgk dy"

"ala,awk xkn jmpe dy,sy guarantee!"

"elleh,kalo jmpe jgk?"

"no no no..siap la lau curang,sy bg penampar kapit!"

"ouh? lalallaal..."

"ooo...xtakot? kiss larh? awk tkot kn? hahahha..."

"errr"

THE END,HAHA..sweet sweet n sweet...dont u ever forget where it came!~

penting?

ape yg xpenting? dan ape yg penting?

lantakla,td aq blogwalking,pemilik blog tu laki,n semua dy bahas sal agama,aq tertarik ngan ni ~

Wanita api (NI AQ,HAHA)dilahirkan di bawah lambang

Aries(21 Mac-20 April),Leo_ME_(24 Julai-23 Ogos) dan Sagittarius(23 November-21 Disember).

*Dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin(PEMIMPIN APE YE AQ?MEMIMPIN ORG MAKAN HAHA)

*Mempunyai kekuatan diri dan biasanya enggan menerima pendapat orang lain walaupun ianya benar.(AQ EGO?)

*Seorang yang artistik dan sukar dijangka(UNEXPECTED?),tetapi biasanya romantis(WAAHH) dan tidak pemalu.(MEMG,AQ SUKE CKP BUKAN2,KETAWA PECAH DUNIE) geleng2 pale*

*Mempunyai personaliti suka menguasai dan mendominasi (ECECEH,AQ GUNE VETO?)tetapi boleh mengimbangi sifat-sifat ini dengan sikap yang pemurah,mesra dan menunjukkan sifat yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu yang disukainya.(PERRGH~SIFAT2 POMPUAN LA NIH,HAHA)

*Suka berterus terang dan tidak berselindung menyebabkan orang yang dikasihi merasa sedih dan terhiris.(KNE JAGE MULOT SKET PAHNI)

*Jujur dan mahu hubungan peribadi berjalan dengan lancar.(WOOH! HAHA)Wanita api harus diberikan ruang yang cukup luas untuk menjadikan perhubungan itu terus berkesan.(KETEPI~KETEPI~ BG RUANG SKET)

*Tidak keberatan untuk beralih arah jika berasa tertekan.(OK,PUTUS..OH,,HAI AWK?)

MCM aq je kn? haha...haddoi,aq ni PELIK ke? susah NK paham? hhaaha,,pdan muke korang,hahaha,,ala~ yg petim kite care bout diri kite~ lalalalllala~

ku x perlukan kamu

let me show wat u're missing..its PARADISE la dear,

~sy bcinte ngn putera baek tp ego dahulu kala...

~istana tu runtuh,putera lukekn hati puteri

~puteri run away,

~tp disebabkn nk slamatkn "negara" puteri berdamai,as fren ngn putera

~smpai skunk,putera n puteri ni berbaek

tp skunk

~putera dtg balek bwk cincin,

~igtkn hdiah,upenye nk puteri balek

~puteri dh kawen ngn laksamana

berdekah2 puteri gelak..pdan muke,

dulu mse putera buang puteri,dy tros bershinte ngn puteri katak ngeri sbelah,yg comel tp xtau memerintah...

mase tu puteri sedih lg,bg puteri,cinta dy hnye satu,

puteri ni tros dlm pemerintahan dy,pd dy cinta bole dicari,tp dy tetap layan putera as fren...

tp putera pulak duk nk puteri balek,bile puteri ckp dh ade dh,,putar belit lidah putera tu..maklumlah dy kn EGO!!! erhh

finally..syukur

today aq retest..n LULUss...hehe,,tlepas da satu beban...memg aq perlukan lesen tu sbb bulan 7 nnti jdual aq btol2 pack~ woorggghhh

this is my new challenge 2 me to play a role as da eldest,mak n ayah aq bkal xde kt malaysia slame 2 minggu...smentra kiteorg adek badek xikot lorh,haiyoo,,xkn nk ponteng 2 minggu...

i.a,ade yg nk pekse besa taon neh so bukan snang2 nk ponteng,so..aq da mule trpikir da neh..btape lguh nye aq...keje ayah,keje mak aq...smue aq kne bwat..alohhh,,,n semestinye aq akn jemput nenda tercnta aq,huhaay..klo x sape nk masak kn?

baju2...jmur,bsoh,gosok....kemas umah..make sure bekalan makanan umh kne ade,kne pgy pasar,nenda kne ikot ya,i xknl ikan lorh,amek bdak2 tu sek,smue sek laen2...woorghh,,kemaman la pling jaoh skali,ltih aq nk kne amek ptg2 orh,rantau sorg,al amin sorg...AHAHAHHAHAHA...gelak xikhlas gitu,,hahhaa..

cabaran jd sulong-----

td mse aq beli air kt kafe kt tmpat aq test uh,rmai jgk org,tyme aq jalan arah kafe uh,aq da tgk sekumpulan guys duduk smeja duk tgk je kt qu n ade somtin toing2 lam hati aq..."zip jeans aq xtutup ke?" "tudung aq senget?" "ke aq cantek sgt" hahaha..yg las tu xarh,xpenah tpikir pon,i tau i xcntek,,

then aq order air...guys tu duk panggel aq,

"muah3"

...bnyi annoying tuh~ errhh..

"adik2"..

"weh2,mg la panggel,"

las2..."***!"

wat? someone who close wif me je tau panggelan tu,n xsemua tau panggelan tuh! n dah lame aq xdgr org pggel aq g2...arhh..CURIOUS hbes aq douh,aq pon berpaling tros pgy dkat kt grup toh,tindakan yg drastik fantastik bombastik kedebboomm meletop habes pecah terburai! hah amek ko,...hahhahha.bukan pe aq teerrrlalu pelik... igtkn nk tnye pe...

"*** lulus x?"

tpat pandang mate aq..n aq dgn curious xhbes2 ni mcm dgar xdgar douh,

"errmm,,lulus.."

(bayangkan aq xkenal semua kt c2,n aq jrang2 cpt2 react ngn strangers)

"dah tu knpe brenti c2?"

sambel dy tnye aq ni alihkn mate aq stiap guys yg ad kt c2,but satu pon aq xknal!

"oh,dy nk msuk pjbt" aq tenung smbil mikkey kt org yg tnye aq tu,aq x knl! xknl! arrfgggghhhh...pffftt

n aq ulang balek,telek muke sekko2 balek,ad dlm 6 org kt c2,tp aq xtau sape pnggel aq ngn pggelan tu,,

"oh..so lulus la?"

"ye..."

then aq cpt2 trsedar...makcik tu ckp

"dik air dh siap"

"ouh~"

n aq xbrani nk berpaling kt mreka lg,,sbb rmai sgt,kang aq tnye kang...haa...haiyookk..sape ea? sape? woorsstt~

satu lg klebihan aq,kalo aq nk lupe,memg skali ngn muke n name aq delete...fuhh~ sapeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? cite ni xde end

*ping

bgun pg ase cm thuyung hayang douh..alah,xdop laen doh ni,ubat smlm r neh...3 biji tros aq sumbat,puahati,,,hahaha...posting blog xmandy lg nih,bgus x? mls siot aq nk mandy,,hahahah..japg mndy r,,

sjuk bagai pg2 neh..hua3..ha! pg td aq da jumpe ustaz yg aq cri2 uh...hahaha,aq pedup sgt aq cri care org xsekola kt utube,aq g type "ustaz astro oasis" hahaha,,aq pon cam pnye cam,hah! jumpe pon,begegar umah aq psang,well TERBAEKK ok,,hehek

aq sbenanye dah stuck kt sni..STUCK IN THE MOMENT la plak,hahaha...ok..ciao,nnti aq smbung ag..u duk lam draft lu eh..bye2~

i try to lose that part

12.16 am..26/4...

mlm ni aq g jumpe doc...4 my pimps probs..huh,fedup,,aq tertekan skunk,,so dy lebey saket...the main point is aq kne krus..doc ckp,haiyooo..pgy london doc ckp gtu,pgy korea,bukit payong..vietnam...sluruh doc yg blaja medix ckp g2..memg la doc blaja medix? ngarot ko nih

wihii~ tnye doc..cocok2 xde? aq biase da ngn doc tu,,tgk org amek vitamin c..gedik jgk nk cocok..hahhha..then doc ckp xprefer lg skunk,nnti da keje bole la cocok2..tp nk mulekn "sy saket ape" 2 pnye la payos,,haha..duk sembang mende len dulu...hmm..myb aq perlukan doc jiwe? aq serabut,btol neh..hmmm...

mule2 aq komplen..kad oren aq tu da nk tmat tempoh,,sbb aq kn da nk 18,,so aq xbole lg ditanggung ole petronas bg ubat2..haiyook,,xbess laa...hehehe...pahtu aq sembang ag...dy tnye aq mintak ape..dy pon jelas la sal medix msia nih..then aq pon bukak cte,yg aq apply medix cine...seriously tros dy pndang aq,,medix cine? xpnah dgr pon? then byk gile cite,

n aq cite r,aq pgy dgn tggungan ayah aq,20k per annum,murah dr mesir n russia...aq pnye xde mood..cite ngn gaye gni hah..~tgan menjalar kt atas meja,muke lak atas tgan~ time nk gelak aq gelak je...xkesah lasom aq nih..haiyook,,tp bes doe cite kt dy,aq cite lg kt dy...pasal cine ni,n dy pon tnye sape ad kt sne? ad 25 org plaja kite kt sane,,ade anak **** merican~ trus dy kjot ckp,,nape dy anta c2? plik toh,,bkn ke mahsa kolej dy pnye? aq pon jwb jela xtau..aq ckp doc aq yg rekemen kt aq u tuh,anak dy ad kt ctu..

aq pon syap kejap,then ckp..smbil tunjuk pipi.."niha pimple problem" ahahha...dy pon bleley bla3...ckp kt aq dy ade ubat bru la..hahaha...adoyai~ sblom aq brangkat pulang,dy on lappy...cpt2 tnye u ape,,aq ckp r..then dy search2...tgk gmbr la..chit chat lg...hehehe....aq cite r..u ni kdudukan dy no 16 lm dunia,tp syg msia xiktiraf..dy kate mksd xiktiraf tu bkn xelok,,sbb dy xdaftr kt msia,,ohh... n mknenye atas lg dr oxford..hmm..then aq ckp kt dy u tu dkt pkampungan org islam...so senang nk cri makan..hehe..plus aq memg suke chinese cuisine!~

aq still serabut xhbes...then skunk aq gile bagai cri ustaz neh,hadoyai,,aq xtau name ape,,tp zikir dy bes siot..hayoo..aq xtenang kbelakangan neh,,hmm...so aq kne byk istighfar,,n dkatkn dri aq pd dy,,nnti aq jd gile mcm org xde iman kn! emm....kne byk sabau jea~

huh...

jaoh lg perjalann aq nnti,ape akan jd pon xsure,tkot jgk weh..hmmm...

tp since aq kecik,aq memg dh plan leklok hdop aq neh...aq slalu rewind episod tu..bgaimana permulaan n akhirnya,stakat ni aq bru melepasi minit ptame,insyaallah xde yg akan halang,tp aq tkot seyh~ tlalu indah episod tuh,hm,xpela,aq cube utk tidak mgharap sgt,jus simpan ketat2 impian tuh,kalo nk tau,aq kejam sket,aq memilih..memg sblom ni aq byk memaen...tp sungguh,aq materialistik sket...

aq malu nk cite plan aq tu,sbb nnti ade org bace..KOT..hehehe..aq tkot plan aq trsekat je,,n one of the scary thing is CINTA..haiyookk,,harap2 la lps2 tu dy muncul,,lgpon aq xde lg smbungan 4 episod cinte tu,,how big my love towards him,but if he try to rosak2 my plan,*debushh..haha..thats y la...im janda rite na..

kadang2 aq dpt yg bkn ciri2 lam list aq,sungguh aq xbersedia utk hdop sush,,,aq try tnamkn dlm diri aq.."xpe la kalo dpt yg gud2 je pon,asal dy rajin n baek" but..hmm..but im not that cruel sgt,aq trime je,lgpon aq ni bkn cntek sgt...

but skunk fokus aq laen,aq ke arah step plan aq strusnye,mane2 yg aq rase bole gngu plan..aq ltak tepi tros,,n thats y aq jande skunk...rmai douh aq rejet...haiyookk,,pdhal aq da lengkap pakej "org xcantek" nk ape lg douh? xpaham laa..xpe tu ikot suke,haha..

but i'm not sure lg nih,psal aq xsure ag,aq bole further study kt ne,,hmm..kalo aq xstudy lam cos yg aq plan,maknenye plan aq da tersekat...sbb dr cos aq plan..lps tu aq akn pgang degree lam cos yg aq study,so aq jgk akan bekerja relate ngn study aq...lps tu plak,aq da tetpkn aq pnye gaji n lifestyle aq camne lps tu...kalo kt c2 da trsekat,camne la plan aq pastu..huishh..

sush jgk tuh weh...dulu ustazah pnah tilik tgn aq,tp dy da ckp xpyah pcye,amek sbgai suke2...aq ni tragak2 nk hulur tgn..dy ckp~

athirah ni...tpak tgn dy byk cabang,maknenye,hdop byk cabang,pyah sket nk bjaya...dy ckp,kne buat yg trbaek r kalo nk smpai top..mcm lam spm ni,wt molek lalu..

tu dy ckp,haiyoo...balek sekola,tros mneros aq duk pkir...hmm..ustazah tu jgk la yg byk bg motivasi..pnah skali aq dijemput scare berhemah ke bilik kaunselor,igt kaunselor comel nk jmpe,but ustazah pilih tmpat tu cos trtutup,xde pn kaunselor...nk tau y aq dijemput ole ustazah?

SBB AQ XPNAH DPT A SUBJEK PAI...=.=" sjak fom 4 ag,haiyook

tp hritu ustazah ckp ngn aq..memg pnah kt jiwe aq tros,dy pndang mate aq,cm aq leyh rase...dy halalkn ilmu aq,sbb dy tkot,kemungkinan aq xdpt a..cos dy ad trase ngn aq,,so dy btol2 make 0-0 that day...n aq pon sikit jd bersemangat....haloohh,,

tp 7a/9a aq tu ok ke? layak ke x aq nk amek cos aq nk tuh,,hmm...same2la kite doa~

aq akan melangkah pergi

FACEBOOK..trase gembira dgnnye,dan juga duka,tp aq xsanggup lg nk bertahan ngn ko,,trlalu byk drama dlm tu,sbb tu aq trpakse mlangkah slow2 kuar dr gelanggang tu,aq rase aq da ckup bising sblom ni,lps ni aq cube utk syap,sungguh aq xdpt ktenangan...

dimana air mata ini menitis..
setiap kali..
mengadap pembela...
malah sedikit pon aq xbrusaha utk improve bacaan or hafalanku,,
maafkn aq,,
disini aq cube bwat turning point,,
ya allah,,bantu aq..

maafla kalo aq trkomen or terpost something that ever hurt u,aq tetp akn ad dlm alam maya ni,hehe...

ad org tnye aq,cmne nk kontek,dhla lps ni nk msuk u,.aq ckp,yahoo messengger kn ad? hhehehe..i'm back to the y.m daa,,y.m yg da xpemes tuuu..hehe..sape2 yg btol2 care sal aq,dy la akn jguk aq..seriously aq serabut,komen itu in...hmm...skunk ni biar aq mnyepi,,hehe....assalamualaikum semua...=)

sungguh aq bercelaru

byk yg berlaku arini,rase mcm ade org pgang hati aq...n picit2...n i feel like nk nges..hm...its too much..letih sgt,selama ni aq tabah..sblom ni i will take it easy,,but harini cm kemuncak,sungguh aq xlarat..n fes tyme i realised that i'm alone again...memg btol...semua manusia dlm dunia ni sendri,,





aq semakin rase yg aq byk buang mase lm idop ni..yeah,now i'm crying,,tambah2 plak dgr lagu sedih ni,biarlah...bia keluar,sbb xde org,bes lg aq kuarkn liquid nih,,,





1~i'm not a good muslim


2~i'm not good in all things


3~i'm sensitive


4~i like to pretend my smile,my laugh


5~i'm ambitious person


6~...dunno wat to say





the louder i laugh,its actually the harder i'm hurted,,





tu klemahan aq,,sungguh aq rase cm nothing,putus hrapan..aq hrap tmpt bru nnti bole buat aq tenang,aq mahu hayati hidup aq,aq simbol harapan,dimana disana aq bole merenung hidup aq,membaiki kesilapan aq,dan memulakan semuanya dgn baek,enth knpe semuanye berlagu pilu,sungguh aq letih....sungguh aq rindu kt tuhan,,,aq tau aq jaoh dr Mu,aq tau aq leka dgn nikmat mu,kadang2 aq tertnye2,tuhan dgr x doa aq?

n umi...abah...ya allah,byk sgt dyeorg buat,,trime kaseh....sumpah aq slalu sebak tyme ckp pasal mak ayah,n xbole nk tahan2 airmate neh..sungguh aq bertuah krana mempunyai mereka sbgai ibu bapa,tnpe mereka,aq tidak kenal ape itu kaseh syg,maaf umi abh,kalau selama ini along xpernah buat umi n abah bangga,,tp along nk umi n abah tau along xpernah miss sebut umi n abah dlm doa along,kadang2,punyela bodo mikkey,along letak tepi dulu doa utk diri along sbb along takot byk sgt along mintak,n along nk tuhan dulukan umi n abah,...ya allah,jgn engkau palingkan hati aq dr mereka,letakkan rase sayang dan hormat aq pd mereka,tyme blaja,lau along malas,along sebut name umi n abah,disebabkn along duk jaoh,lg lah aq semakin kuat kumpul semangat,kalo nk tau aq sorang yg lambat pikap,tp aq pakse diri utk pham,sbb aq xnk dyeorg kcewa dgn aq,xsanggup gile nk kecewakan mereka...

tuhan,dekatkn lah aq dgn mu,ampunkanlah aq sbgai hambamu,jika tidak ya allah,aq seperti menzalimi diri sendiri...maafkn aq kerana lalai,,sesungguhnya aq sujud hanya kerana Mu ya Allah...tiada siapa tahu diri ku begini,,jika kau lihat aq sedemikian,sesungguhnya aq sudh jaoh terpesong dimana aq menggilai sgla yg kau murkai,aq tidak menjd perempuan yg tunduk pndangan nya,ya allah..pautkn hati ku pd talimu...

sesungguhnya rasa syap dn perasaan yg bercampur baur harini membuatkn ku duduk sejenak berfikir,,melihat ke cermin sambil menitiskn airmata...kadang2 aq cuba dalami hatiku,aq tahu syaitan berjaya merajai hatiku,dimana aq bisa lari? jika imanku setipis kulit bwg? aq mencuba,ya aq sedang mencuba,dan sekarang aq berjaya meninggalkn satu perkara...aq sedang mencuba...aq tidak mampu merubah segala2nya..sesungguhnya ya allah bantulah aq,

TQ ALLAH

a private house

ape toh? bile ckp cmtu..mesti ad makne kn? yeah..n anda xperlu tau...

KEJAM? xpe,sy baek..hahak

ekceli kite blaja dr ape yg kite tgk,dgr n bace..smue tu efek besar bg kite...xperlu diberitahu sruh ikot..memg sifat kita,if bnde tu xelok,kite rase tgedik2 nk buad..kn2.hehe...pndai2la jge dri mengkeme semua..

oke now(sambil gesek due blah tapak tgn 3 kali dgn laju)

bgini..smnjk aq kecik,aq sudh diterapkn byk nilai..xkire la baek atau bur0k..even mak ayah aq ni sebuk sket,but dyeorg mseh lg "pegang" aq..n mak la yg pling dkat cos dy kn istri rumah..hehe...mak aq neh memg stret to da point..n sbb tu aq xmalu nk crite ape2 pon kt dy...APE2 PON..yee..hehe..n dy lau nk tgur,dy akn tgur dpn2...never berlapis....kiteorg ade communication yg hebad antara femily biarpon jrang ckp2...tp ade masenye...

mak aq neh,dy cm kaunselor,,dy xtakot prasaan ank ni trguris..asalkn dy dpt btolkn anak dy yg belok neh..hehe...

aq jgk blaja dr mreke bdue neh care pemurah..

dr kecik,aq tgk,ayah aq slalu hulur duwet dkat laki yg pekak n bisu neh...dy neh baek,xkaco org pon,dy neh slalu ad kt kdai roti cnai kt kemasek toh..haa..kalo dy ad,ayah aq mesti bg...

satu lg,bile kiteorg lepak2 kt grai or g brekpes kt warung2 pak jabit..akan adela org tue yg copak2 bju..or org tue yg berseh,,tp lusuh baju dy,,,,n dah tue kn..ayah aq,akan panggil waiter utk order,n pesan kt waiter tuh,suh kire skali bil pakcik toh..pekare neh kerap blaku..ayah aq never pesan mcm ni ~ok,lau nmpk org begini2..bg duwet or sdekah byk2 ni~ never....but,sape yg tau itu pkare baek,pndai2 nilai n amek pgajaran..serta contohila mnde toh...LEARN IN SILENCE myb?

n pnah jgk skali,kteorg g melancong..n ade satu tmpat ni daif molep,,n mostly brang2 jual kt c2 brg2 local..kiteorg suke la,,,sbb nk tgk lifestyle dyeorg..nk try brang2 dyeorg...kn2..hehe..

byk la gerai..xde pon restoran..ade yg pkai trolley je jual2..n berderet la makcik2 or pakcik2..melepak ats lantai kaki2 5...jual barang dyeorg..

n ayah aq neh dah beli buah nih..aq lupe buah tu buah ape..hehe..tp yg jrang jumpe laa..memg rmai jual buah tu..dy bungkus da lm plastik...beli la 1 plastik..hehehe...n lame pastu..ayah aq nmpk makcik tue..very2 tue...duk kelek buah2 dy,,n ayah aq suh beli lg buah tu dr mkcik tuh,,aq ckp,,kn dah ad tuh..buad pe beli lg? dh byk tuh...ayah aq ckp beli je,cian makcik tuh...so beli sbb nk tolong upenye...

n skunk aq dh besar..aq memerhati sjak kecik...pakcik kdai roti cnai tuh..n many moore,,,,

skunk ni aq da bole g jalan2 sndri..

n satu hari tuh..aq pgy pasa mlm...hehehe..aq trserempak ngn pakcik roti cnai tuh...mse tuh,aq ngn adek aq..aq jln je blakang dy,mse tuh ondawey balek daa...aq pon seluk saku..amek 2hengget..aq pon,jln dpn sikit,,n bg duwet tuh kt dy..hehe...

a piece of me

smlm bru smpai uma,,couple days kt k.l...hmm,ltih amat! tpkse naek BMW cos my fav NAZA rosak,,mula2 pjalanan xde mood..then aq decide nk tdow,mase kt kuantan i have my energy BACK! hoho..then riuh la kete aq nyanyi...haha..dgarla suara sumbang aq neh..mak ayah aq xkesah..mreka jus tadah tlinga..aq plak bwat band ngn adek2 aq..kami smua suka nyanyi! haha,,

skunk ni aq lbih suke berfikir,merenung n diam...aq diam dlm bising,,xpham?? ske hati ko laa,,ekceli aq da jarang contct dgn org yg aq slalu cntct ,aq cntct dgn org yg jrang aq cntct dulu,,enthla,rasa lbey calm,,

on dawey k.l...pjalann smpai mlm sbb bertolak pon lwat..n mase aq duk lam kete my bro ckp ~eh,tfon along xbnyi pon arini~ mak aq lak sambung ~hhehe,,ye r,,kalu x toteng2 bnyi mcg~

haiyaa,,dyorg prasan meyhh,,memg aq suke messaging..stat pg smpai la mlm,,,tp skunk,,hmm...bgini,kite mcg ngn org,tp lau xde org,xdela mcg kn? bgitulaa...so pham2 jelaa

aq mrajuk ke? xlaa..jaoh hati jee ngn org tuu...hmmm

nyway post ni da berkulat lam draft aq...so better aq post

sedih

sama ad aq xpham or aq lmbt pikap? hmm...sedih jgk bile ad org ckp kite g2..but its a test 4 me...tp trkesan hebat lam jiwa neh,,tp bile aq pikir balek,nila hdup..memg kite dikelilingi oleh org2 yg mnyayangi kita tp lau ad mslh..kite je yg tanggung..beranilah utk hdup kt dunia ni

but it will end in this month or next month...memg aq lembap bab praktikal..lau suh aq bace buku xpe~ tp aq lebih suke lau ckp aq depan2..xpyah berlapis2..ckp je org tu aq,,xpyah nk sebut kumpulan tu..xsemestinye bdak2 tu lembap jgk,itu hanya AKU! aq yg lembap,aq yg lambt pikap! AKU!! ckp je AKU.BODOH...ya allah..usahla disebut lg pkara mnyedihkn memilukan neh...nnti mngundang amarah...wlumcmanepon dy yg bg ilmu,,trime kaseh

tp pkare tu tlh buat aq mnadah tgn smbil mutiara halus itu bergolek2 dipipi...memohon agar Dia meletakkan ketabahan dlm hati aq,kelemahan ku itu kurniaan mu,pemberian mu itu mndtgkn 1000 hikmah dlm dunia..ya dia ad ckp yg aq bijak,tp aq xbijak dlm bnde nih...muke aq tebal tahan malu...tuhan saja tau,dy ckp aq sengaja buat xboleh..mane ad org sngaja fail kn cita2 mereka,,enth aq xpham...tp aq cukup trase hati...ckpla lg..pnas tlinga aq dgr...ckpla lg...sush nye nk relakan perbuatan mu itu...

ya allah,bukakan hati aq utk tidak berdendam..tp ad org ckp,lau kite ckp somtin n org tu x suke,maka kite berdose,enthla,aq rase ckup terkesok hati.....

aq x pasti =(

ini kisah..erm..rekaan..ok..xkaet pon ngn sape2..ok?

"tet..tet"mcg msuk,,dy amek fon,,tp ltak blek,xtkan pun btg reply...ok..xpe...mcg dy,bkn mcg kite..
n lame pahtu lagu "Fall 4 U" lak bnyi..tp byk kali....smpai lguh aq rase secondhand serenade tu nyanyi..knpela pompuan tu?? jiwe ke? angkt la org call tuh...las2..dy amek fon off trus..haish,,

mlm tu plak,sudah2 dy solat mgrib,ngaji n solat hjat,kptsn spm kn da dkat,korunk dop debbo ke? dy pon on blek tfon..dy kua bilek 4 diner,then dy msuk bilek balek,tgk fon...then dy dup ats katil smbil bace mcg...n then sigh* ermm...knpe dy eh??

From:Boy
Message: reply 1 mcg pon jdla..pliz..

previous mcg xkn nk tnjuk gak kn,,private r cket...sian pompuan tu nnti...malula dy,aq tmu ramah dy ni pon dy bg da ckup bek da ni..so gune kn pluang itu wisely..

puan tu cian jgk kt laki tu,da ckp leklok da tp xnk trime plak..so dy tpkse buat2 kjam,bia laki tu rase tluka..pmpuan ni syg gile kt laki tu tp hubungan tu kne stop,sbb ad sebb yg kukuh n dy pon xsggup sbenanye,boy tu plak memg tau gurl tu syg gile kt dy,xmgkin gurl tu nk ptus,,msti ad sebb kukuh,boy tu memg gram thap gaban da tuh,lau blh nk g umah gurl tu,,nk g tnye knpe! haish..

gurl tu pon tfon boy tu las2 ckp nk overkn semua ni la..5 min ckp then ltak,p boy ni xpham2 bhase jgk,,haish..await dgil sgt?

From:Boy
Message: "awk lari la kemana awk nk lari,tp sy x risau sbb awk bwk hati awk tu kemana pon awk pgy wlaupn sy da xtau awk ad kt mane. hati awk yg mncintai sy"

woo,,ykin bena boy tu..memg boy2 kt lua xsuke kalah bgini,tp ape blh buat kn?? boy n gurl tu break up..tpp msing2 mnderita,,hmm..sian kn..mnyeddai khidupan hrus dtruskn n byk lg bnde yg mnnti,mreka semakin blaja mlupakan msing2,wlaupn di sudut hati mereka tetp ad ruang bname CINTA...

asrama OH asrama,,

pngalaman dup asrama ni mahal tao..hee~ aq mule dup asrama pon mse fom 4 until fom 5..
mule2 aq ni SKEMA lg...tp lame2 trikut dgn senior n junior yg da lame dup c2..hahaa,,rosak hbes..tp it's all bout yurself,,blh aja xnk ikot,,tp tu la pgangan kite goyah,,smlm mse nk tidow aq tringatkn asrama,,slalunye lau tdow pndang kiri ad org,tp skunk tdoe sekko daa,,

rindu la~truk jgk aq ni sbenanye...hahaha..nakal parop

tp sejahat2 aq,aq jrg skali pontg sura wktu mgrib,,las2 fom 5 mse da xde junior bru aq slow2 buat kje tuh..haha,,usrah hari jumaat pling mls skali..lps lunch mesti kne gerak ke usrah! kdg2 ponteng..tp woden pompuan bese in mission..fuh..hritu skali berlari berkejaran ngn woden..tp aq x jgk pgy suraw,,aq naek ke kafe..haha! jahil tp kne tgk keadaan lau papa malek ad lg...n dy bwat kastam kt dpn sura alamatnye kne pgy la,,mau x pgy...suare dy 1 maktb leyh dgr..slalunye suara dgr dulu..org xnapok lagi..hihi...dy akn buat pmeriksaan kastam smbil tunggu dgn pedang samurai! fuh!

tyme prep lak lau xde klas,,memg brat nk pgy..mau xnye,,lps lunch,,naek dom solat2 then bing! rebah ats katel..memg mls sey nk bgun,,haha..lau nk slamat pkul 3 tu woden round ngn moto..tutup semua kipas,,semua kne snyap ok! haha..315 bru leyh bkak kipas...haha! tp lau ad roll call kne la pgy,jgn cari nahas..tp bile minggu papa malek n papa anuar,,kne la pgy,,hee~ tkot...

ltih dup asrama..tp lau da lme nnti trbiase...letih tu xde sgt...bg fom 5..stp hari mcm biase pg blaja..tyme prep ad kelas..keje sek pg tuh nk wt bile? struggle la mlm hari..tu lau ad essay bi,bm..n fizik,,tdow pg la jwbnye..or skill redha..(biaq p la cg nk rotan ke hape!) haha nceb baek ad mentor..dpt la dy tlg2 kn,,ckp pasal mentor,lme da xkontek mael,,huhu
padat schedule tyme hari2 biase,,tp weekend pon same! oh no,,,no tyme to goyang kaki,seriously cg da pdatkn dgn kelas sjak awl tahon lg,,mcm spm dkat sgt2 da,,

during weekend,ari jumaat la,klas stat pkul 830 smpai 12..smbung lak kol 3 smpai 5...mlm ad klas,tp cg xdop,blh buat discussion..@pon,mentor_mentee tyme! pgy jumaat brekpes cm siot! so pgy2 lg kiteorg call cik pah pnye nom untk order nasi blauk..rm2 1 bgkus...haha! bgitu jg ngn sabtu..hbess tu bile la omwek mau siap? pndai2 la curik mase...mlm la besenye...kiteorg tdoe lwt every weekend..berteman kn magy n milo..or nescafe! hee...keheningan mlm itu kteorg jgk mengumpat..tyme puah2..haha..baru x ngatok...seriously lau ngumpat tros ilang ngntuk,,haha..lps itu membasuh kaen(baby2 la bese)..membsuh pkul 1 2 pg memg xnormal,,tp ia normal pd kami,,

pnah skali aq mls maw turun riadah pg jumaat ..sbb klas mule pkul 830...aq pon syap je dlm dom..sbenarnye mcm ni,,aq bgun dgr wisel woden but tgk ahli2 dom laen pon buat dek memejamkan mata so,,aq pun ikot sama....1 kali dgr moto woden kt dom bwah trus bgun! haha..(xmandy xgosok gigi)) hebat! cpt2 dressing ala kadar,bsuh muka..memg kne pntas..then mse kiteorg kua dpn blok b..tgk2 kteorg je lmbt org len da jaoh kt pdang..kalo sempat msuk dlm geng sane tuh...blehla blagak konon2 dtg awl...tp encik salleh da cpt2 dpt tgkap kiteorg..dy pon suh kiteorg baring kt jalan n bergolek!! yeah! beramai2,,,kuang3...nk gelak pon ad..cg salleh sbenanye lbih kpd buli tu sbb mood dy ok aritu...lgpon kiteorg buat slah ciput je...aq sempat kua ayat "ala cg,mne blh org come trgolek2 gni" hahaha.sume gelak...

subuh plak 1 hal...aduyai...dgn tidow lwt nye smlm phtu kne plak bgun 5 pg..mls seyh...aq plak akn pgy lau kdatangan diiambil..lau x jgn hrap la...kalo xpgy n kite pnye name tnde (o) mlm ni dpn org laki dlm surau kne pggil name n rotan! wah! rotan cg amatla berbise...tbalnye pula amat hebat!! fuh!! bg yg pnahh kne ad yg mcm pcah drah..or brdarah trus kt btis hehaaaa

pnah aritu skali xpgy usrah...woden xgune rotan..tp gne rehal (ala,yg alas al quran tuh) pap! atas kpale...aduih! smpai kt ujung line bratur utk pghakiman tuh...kriiookk! rehal tu pcah 2...igtkn nk stop...salah! amek rehal bru n truskn pmbalasan itu! oh sunggoh saket

AQ PEMEGANG RAHSIAsss

myb aq nmpk mcm jurus,,bek or etc..sjak aq kcik lg..memg org suke mnempelkn rhsia mreka kpd aq...kalo bff aq tu aq xheran la..haha..sjak aq fom 1 lg...n rahsie2 ni bkn dr seorang manusia aja tau! rmai,,myb aq bg respon baek n xjemu2 lyn mreka bercerita @ mereka suke aq respon..aq xpnah btnye plak,,nnti org tu ckp dy sushkn aq lak...xpe...aq suke..aq suke jd pndgr kwn2 aq...aq ok..kalo aq bole list kn org dan rahsia mreka..pnuh entry aq kali neh..hehe

"trah...erm...PSST..PSST...PSSSST...erm..g2la,tp jgn kbow kt sape2 ea..."

hehe,,sbgai kwn aq gmbira mreka cri aq sbgai tmpt luah..tp time aq plak y mslah....aq segan nk cri org,jnis aq..aq xsuke bercerita mslh...huhu..tp lau ad mende bes!! satu kg la aq bising,,haha..org xnk dgr pon kne tdah tlinge hahaha...bapak siot!

kalo anda bace then anda fkir.."eh trah kbow kt qu r tuh"
dop2 erh..rama tau dop kabbo ke aq...bkn mg sorang
hahahahaha...nk gelak besaw la ni

aq simpan leklok biasenyee sbb aq xsuke la sebar2 rahsie..hmm

detik itu berulang lagi,,tanpa henti

detik ape tu? adela,,tp ia seakan2 mnyeksakan jiwa raga! aq xmampu utk hdapinye..tp lame klamaan aq semakin belajar bhawa org lemah sja memungkinkn yg pihak tidak benar mnegakkn bendera mereka,jd aq belajar utk mnjd kuat,biala org mngate tp kini aq sudh ad snjata nya..aq xkn biarkn nanah itu bermaharajalela di dunia ku..aq bukn lemah! cuma aq ditipu daya,,tp aq xakn biarkn lg sume itu berlaku,,tergadai semua jnji2 dulu,ah! itu bukan kepentingan lg! kini aq berlari mngejar mntari bukan lg bayang2 senja,,aq maw mgubah semua itu...aq mau beritahu pd dunia,tp hnye hati meronta2..mereka terlalu byk bertnyakan soalan yg tidak ad jwpn..kini hnya tinggal kenangan dlm kenangan! aq sudah tandus tnaga utk memulihkan keadaan itu..kini aq meninggalkn segala2nya! maafkn aq,,hati ini sedikit pon xad belas kasihan!

stop wondering,pliss

ok,sini sy ckp its O..or zero...i beg u pliss...stop ok,,sy xmampu lg nk tggung..hmm..await la aq trjebak lm mnde2 ni?? kdang2 rase nk pgy tmpat laen n mule hdop bru..semua bru..org bru..tp,impossible,ok...aq minx maaf k?? cmane ea nk suh org pham..cube la dgr,skali je ckp sy..

org ckp hdup xindah tnpe cnte...tp kalo cmni,,baek xpyah..plisla..kejar ape yg lbih kpd kepentingan,bkn kemahuan,pcayala pd sy,smue ini xpnting lg..time kaseh utk segumpal knangan tuh,sy memg xleh,dan xkn dpt mcm tu lg,sy pon xtau ad x org yg mampu buat sy rase mcm tu,byk yg awk buat utk sy,tp sy xblh nk bg respon baek,sy xblh nk act mcm yg awk mimpi,bkn sbb sombong or ego,but its real me,,sy pasti ad y lbih baek yg mampu mggembirakan awk,cume sy mohon,mnde ni xkn dpt berjln sndiri,ia mesti dilakukan berdua,

wake up! it is a wake up call!

on the first page of the story,the future seemed so bright,and this thing turned out so evil,,

"sy diam xbermakna sy lupe,cuma sy ingin bertenang dan mencari konklusi dlm diri ni,hrp awk fham sbb awk sntiasa dihati sy!"

kalo dpt sy simpulkn awk,sy ingin plotkn crite itu mnjd indah,tp hati ini xbnarkn semua itu,walhal sekecil perkataan yg selalu awk minx,jge phit,mlah dlm mcg pn sy x blh tipoo...maafkn sy,hati ini slalu mnyebut TIDAK..perjalann mceh tlalu pnjg buat sy,..bukan! ia sbenarnye tntg hati yg xblh dpakse utk rase ape yg tidak pnah sy bygkn..rmai lg yg mnyediakn mimpi2 indah,pergilah n berlarilah kpd mreka..xusahlah kamoo bersedih,,sudahla awk,berhentila..semua ini xakn buahkn hsil..awk akn ltih..sy pasti...sy bgai dinding batu...tolakla sy...sy x akn berganjak dr kptsn itu...

jobless

org yg jobless biase susah.aq jobless...bersenang siot lg kt uma..hahahha....

pg2 bgun lwat,tp pkul 9....trok kn??? tu pon bgun sbb ad col..angkt2 ltak plap,bukak mate,tgk,no ibu...aik? tros bgun,hmm...ibu pgy klas...xigt...msti nie trick ibu kut nk kjut puteri bradu bgun..!! haha..ok..i'm up!! bsoh2 muke...first club i pgy,,dapooooo

bsuh2 pinggan..sapu meja..sapu2 sket..then..kriookk2...haha..cm trademark mee sdap...lapa wok,,tp ibu besenye xsdiakn brekfast utk org mls kt uma..dy suh msak sndri,gpon dy ad klas..hmm...mls nk msak..tgk2 lm fridge ad mee hoon smlm,tltak elok lm tapuwe which is tupperware,nme mnje dy tuh,ala korunk nih,,bwat malu je,,haha

ok..tapuwe is microwavable...so just reheat lm tuh..tp tgk,ad trick org mls lg...

~2 min b4 reheat...

amek sbjik telo

kuis2 mee hoon smpai jd 2 bhgian

1 bhgian kosong,i bhgian mee hoon

pcah telo kt bhgian kosong

then reheat

ding3* haha..hsilnye,telo tu msak..xyh goreng kn..nyum2 dmakan bsame mee hoon..

tp since telo tu cair,mgalir,adela skit2 bwh mee hoon tu... tkene mee hoon,ala skit je,,

~leyh cube ye kwn2! haha

mom said~nnti rabun la dup mgadap komputer ari2...

i said~i ate a lot of carrot

ok,ad sje mau djwbnye...huhu...

hmm..da lame x kua p mesre mol..ape muvie skunk eh?? nk klua sekko neh...muvie sekko...makan sekko..indah nye~ (mereng) mls la nk ajak org..nk wt cmane,org x sudi kua ngn aq..nnti aq book couple seat lm cinema...sblh aq,popcorn duduk....(haha) shh..bising la kembo aq neh..

ha,aq da checkout at tgv.com....the rite! yah itula aq nk tgk sgt...ok,,wait 4 me ya!!

ok,lau bace tuh..sile feed my ikan sblah kiri

hewow smue!!

mlm ni..aja adek2...hehaa..mguji pngtahuan yg lme disimpn lam disket2..hhahaha...seharian hrini bowink gle,xpgy mane2 pon...ptg td maen masak2 sket..heha...(goreng keropok je) ala bia la..seboook,,wook..haha...bergurau ngn kemba..dy slalu sebok,,

ha..nk story cket neh!! i've cute fren,,nme dy akmal...hee~ dulu kt mktb xrapat pon,ckp pon blh bilang ngn jari...tp after spm..aq slalu la gurau2 n berfacebook ngn dy..we're in the same grup "sep kito jah" dy cute seyh~ slalu la bls2 komen,,n more la...hmm..fb mngeratkn silaturahim..haha...ekceli kt mktb,,aq ngn geng aq...dy ngn geng dy...ala..semua org ad besties kn??? wilex r...nk rapat ngn semua org gak...itu bkn kuasa kite,,

besides,aq jgk rapat ngn mad qo,su n zu..byk lg la...

cntinue..akmal ni single doe,,hee~ dy shomell,,bek jgk...haa..blh la nk bratur amek borang..but dy ad syarat.. TINGGI, BAIK N...xigt da lg 1 haha...haaa...ad gmbr,jap ye,,nk upload..


hee~ rompak kt fb dy,,heha...(xmara kn)x2? thnx jgk kt dy sbb bace blog aq...


hrini jgk....xde mcg pon masuk scre suke rela...hm..bgini la hdop single,xde pakwe yg nk tnye 'syg da mkn?' 'syg da berak?' haha...sbb tu aq leyh busy kn dri ngn mende len nih..huhu...

n..i'm thinking that...nk kua x? nk kua x? haish...dy da ajak toh..tp aq tlh jnji pd driku,,xnk kua da ngn dy,,hmmm...dy ckp 'ala,mkn je,lme da xjmpe u...i blnje' bkn mslh blnje la u,,hmm...mane dadu?

ekceli ad org tnye jgk,korunk da xde pape tp still nmpk cm ad pape...mesre je..biase org len,lau da break xcontact..ala bro2 sumue...dy kn kwn aq lg...so xpyh nk kolot g2...

Couple? not 4 me..thnx!

wacchhaa~ topik panas beb!

I have had the experienceSs of having a "boyfriend" before this, so I know why people do it too (ecewaaaaah, expert abes ayat beliau!) haha~

y?? u wanna know y? hehaa~

FIRST*

when touching babak tu ad...mesre2 la katekn...(but i never do that)..haa..dose da kt c2..ala..we all human..everybody is not perfect..so,,even kite tau salah but the NAFSU bring us to do that..hehaa...sape xnk lau ad dpn mate...tink2*

KEDUA*

Sure, memang bes bila ada orang tanya pasai kita tiap-tiap hari. Sikit-sikit, "Dah makan belum?" Sikit-sikit, "Dah mandi belum?" Sikit-sikit, "Dah berak belum?" HAHA..

Tapi lama-lama naik rimas gak woh. Bila dah siap buat satu benda je kene bg report, kalau x kene merajuk sedas. Bila tak reti nak pujuk, tambah-merajuk beliau pasai kita tak pandai nak pujuk. Last-last skali kena label "tak reti nak pujuk orang". huh.. =.=" susah2...

Jadi hidup akn jd soo dependent on our phones. Kne text them. Nak buat kerja pun payah. Klo lambat reply, kena lg merajuk. Mau xletih? Bila busy sikit, kena merajuk lg. nk bersembang rancak ngan member-member pun jadi payah. Pasaipa? Pasai time dok sembang-sembang, nak kena stop sat, reply message dulu. Kawan kita dok cakap, kita tak pay attention kat dia, then kata "hah?" Kawan kita pun naik bengkek ngan kita. haish....ulang balek...susah2...

ON the other hand, kalau ignore the phone, then akan dapat lagi message daripada "si dia", yang akan berbaur "hello?", "U there?", ataupun miscall trus. Then, this happens:

Si dia: nape lambat reply?

Kita: sembang ngn kawan.

Si dia: Oh, kawan... (which of course means "So kawan ko lg important dari aq la?? Kononnya special la aku?? Kawan boleh dicari, tapi aq mana ko nak jumpe???")

Kita: Sorry.

Si dia: *merajuk, tak reply.

So, memg x free!!. Kne mnjwab ALL THE TIME. Baik clash and stay single.xpyah risau nk report kat sape2,,

yg ke 3*

prsan x,kite pnye duwet mudh kering...haish..bkn nk ckp kapeling i2 mmbazir but,desire nk jd lbih romantik tu lbih dr sgale2nye...mulala..bile nmpk brg2 comel..msti tringt kt dy,nk bli kt dy...n...money fly lg...

and!! lau jmpe plak...xsah la lau xde makan tyme..or movie tyme..ala,,nnti bley post kt fb,,

movie ngn dy...beshh~~

or

dpt teddy bear besaw,seriously cm muke abg...

gosh! haha...yg part neh,laki la yg sengkek sket...mne blh split the bills kn>??? so nk tnjuk gntleman..they always said..."its ok,its no me" (smile) kcak*kcak*

duwet lg? messaging session plap,kalu ikot adab2 nye kne mcg every 3 minutes...1 kping=1sen

dlm 24 jam..pg,skejap,lm 5 mcg,,nk ucap gudbye kot,sbb myb msing2 nk g kuliah or somdink,,ptg,blek skola...blnjutn smpai mgrib,,bese org stop kt cni coz nk p mandy la hape la... bye syg,abg mandy dulu* wekk~ then nyte session..smpai mate nk berkatup btol2 bru mcg like dis= abg tdow lu yunk,nyte,luv ya!

opps! ad org tsyum mse ni...knpe?? anda trase???? haha...sape mkn sos sy la tau cili ke tomato..LOL..

ok,,myb some of u lost frens slow2 kot...sbb???

Friend: Jom p tengok movie?

Kita: Oh, taleh ah wak, kite nak kelua ngan "dy" satgi.

Friend: Oh, okay then.

Friend: Jom p mandi sungai?

Kita: Oh, taleh ah wak,kite janji nak breakfast ngan pkwe aku.

Friend: Hmm.

Friend: Jom mandi hujan?

Kita: Oh, taleh ah bro,pkwe aku kata bahaya, dia tamaw aku demam nanti.

Friend: What the foo??

Seriously, when your life revolves around your bf/gf, everything else just drifts away. Family, friends, you bet.

hmm..pgalaman mgajar aq,memikirkn life aq ni pnjg lg...n aq ni bru lg...so i think i have a lot more matters to deal wif,,hee..

salam syg,,

norma2

ayah xnk bli da watermelon pasni....knpe pulak tuh???
ok....lets we find out...
haha..rupenye watermelon separuh yg dbeli pg td xdop org sentuh...xde org potong..dibiar je kt ats tu dgn plastik yg x trusik...haha..ok,sy pham..then i take it n put into fridge...ayh2..

diner today is = steamboat
wah,,bes2..steamboat tyme memg rioh sbb semua org bdiri tyme nk cedok,,hahak..lov that!
lps mkn,amat kekenyangan...tgk pinggn btimbun..susun2..buang the leftovers,,(mknn babi) cmpk kt lua,mreke2 ni dtg la tyme org smyg mgrib..huh...hbes dyeorg mlntk..tyme knyg,nk bsuh pggn pon ase mls~ n mumy said bsuh esokla,,tyme knyg ni xbes..haha....memahami tol~

ok...fb tyme memg bes...n i add som1..yg misteri...hai...ank datuk kot..xpela...hak dy...kn..

shhhh...

syap sude le...org tau nnti maluu~ ape yg malu nye?? hahak...xde papepon,miahaha...
ok,amatla bosan skunk..n xtaw jgk nk tlis ape..

ad org nk mulakn pshabatn ad sebb..ape sbbnye?? mgkin da bkenan kt c dy tuh,n nk try...n lps dreject..fly ntah kemana...haish,btolkn niat dulu la...susa tol nk cri kwn..when i close to som1..i jus wanna be fren wif..occay..ok,bgini..laki kne ad byk effort cmne nk dptkn pompuan..n pompuan ad lesen nk ckp yes or no sje..adilkah??? hee~ pikir2la sndri

ala,xpyh la nk ejas bdax2 yg xckup 18 lg nih,pgy cri yg licin2 cket..melambak lg kt luo nuh..lgpn duwet aq da kring dup umah neh...sia2 je lau blnje kt org yg xntah tau ke tidak jd kite pnye! kn2? enjoy dulula skunk wey...sunyi nye dye! konon...

aq tunjuk sgt ke?? mcm dy nmpk je,,haish...ok hide now!

'along mcg ngn sape tuh?? snyum2..?'
i just keep smiling..but not showing my great teeth...wee~

myb c emak ini trtnye2 anak dy ni kapel ke?? haish my,i tau la i comey,xpyah la nk ragu2 g2...(ops) nope la,bkn g2..ank dy ni kn da nk jd sweet 18teen..ofkos la hormon2 gatal byk d produce skunk...so sbb tu la dy wondering g2...ummy2...

xdenye mcg pkwe yg msuk...ad pon kwn gegurl aq jea! mgkin ibu pelik kot...sjak pg smpi la mlm non-stop messaging! ok..sy kn pkai upax..dun worry...tgkorak hang! duwet jgk tu..duwet flow mcm air! haish..xpe..aq x bwat hal..tu ibu x pnah sound..aq kn baek! hehaaa! thanx la mama! muahx muahx!

speak now!

yayaya...hak2..ntah pape..

monink semua~ hrini bgun awl,kul 8...now give smile, =) hee~ bgun2 tgk fon,ad mcg! hmm...pkul 1.54 a.m. ok,mse 2 aq da tdoe..owww..nmpknye ad org rindu..hm..xhbes2 maen ngn dy ni..kdg2 gelak smpai nk terburai perut..hmm..n 1 word he gave to me, 'nakal'...ape x nkal nye...aq slalu ckp bukn2,smpai kt lua kotak pmikiran,cewarrhh...dn mnde yg aq ckp tu aq ulas smpai nmpk cm btol...cihuahua,lg la dy gelak...dy pulak bkn gelak je...tp mnyokong serta mmberi idea bernas...smpai mnde x logik tu,tpkse jd btol..hai...awk2...ok,u pleased me again,, n sbenanye sy rindu kt kakak awk...eh,kakak sy juge..no..kakak kite bsame..huh!!

smlm,hm...ok kwnku trshinte...sy tau awk saket lg smlm,tp awk ckp tpoo kt sy...sbb sy slalu risau kn...awk,tolongla smbuh cpt...sy slalu doakn awk,,,sy tau awk xde pape,sy tau awk akn baek,baek cm dulu...

minggu neyh xjd p k.l sbb mak ayah aq ad klas...ok..fine..n..pkwe aq tuh mceh x sehat2 lg..haish...aq gune blekbery minggu lps..tp,aq xsuke! sush..ekceli aq xske blekbery storm...yg len ok...n skunk aq gune yg mhal skali....nokia 1202....korunk ad? xde kn...hmm,,tfon ni besh senang,tp x muat tgn..kah2..kcik sgt..kah3..

DON'T leave me out here dancing alone,,,u can't make up yur mind,plis dun waste my tyme!! i'm not try to rewind..i wish our heart could come together as ONE! let me show u wat u're missing..PARADISE.........! u dissapear right after this song,, wif me u're winning..u don't hve to roll da dice!

T_T

ok,please pray 4 1 of my fren,tbahknla hati dy,kumpulkn ksabaran dlm dirinya..juga pnjgknla umo dy,,smbuh cpt ye,,n i'm also hoping u ok...muchas lova~

hrini tulis blog smbil nikmati La Cremeria~ whahaha,i loike! xleyh bla,kne mkn dulu bru tulis,sbb tkot La Cremeria ni cair,huk2...kite bkn brada kt Paris or what,bile mkn coklat,xcair pon kt jari,wah! kite kn kt grisan khatulistiwa...klua jap dr peti,,suda meleleh..

couple days ni,,aq duk dgr cover2 najwalatif,wah,suda tkene pnangan dy,da pmes ekceli bdax nih..i'm also press button like kt fanpage dy kt fb..hua2..

pg td bgun pkul 10.30...wuuh,lwat gile,tu pon bgun sbb mummy i popet2.,..ngee~ bgun2,bwat aksi cm tgh brenang,lguh hbes 1 bdan,huu tlbey tdow,g2 la...HA! xbgun lwat cmane,tdow lwt...haish..then breakfast,cuci pinggn...sapu2 sket...mandy..n doing this,,writing blog...

nk pgy x sbtu neh ek?? hmm..kne roll dice nih...lau aq dpt 1 5kali,then its a sign to me to go...
mngarot la trah! hee~ *pap*pap...tmpr muke sndiri jap...ckp je la xnk pgy,snang...ngade tol dax neh,nape ko xnk pgy ha...? aq xde mood la...ala gpun nnti2 bole...ske ati ko la heh,ekceli ad hal la sbtu neh,maw ikot apa enggak ya??

tenyeh blog harini,smpai lunyai!

1 lg...dayu! haa...dy bdak pndai au...every semester dpt 3.5 n above..waa,cayala...mse ni dy dup plkn,at fes dy x ske,tp lame2 ok..ala..everything need tyme dear! dy mntor yg grang..aq x ckp,tp mntee2 dy ckp,ala dy buad pon 4 the sake of her mentee ugap..ok,kteorg ske story2..hehe..dy santek tau...nk ngorat ley r,still abelebel..tp yg nk interviu tu kne la staraf k? hak2...


ok this is her,ini diambil mse graduation dinner,,xleh lupe moment tuh...really2 mish them much!!!!
dy rajin au,kmas2...dy anti sket tgk tmpat aq,,mklomla berkubang hbes...hahak...dy ni cm cg la dlm dom..dup mgaja..nota2 dy free untok dicopy..hua3...

1 lg najwa...bdak ni mnje gile...xbuat2 tp memg dy cenggitu,kteorg pnggil dy adik juwa,,,hek2..dy cute seyh...

lg2 windu~

rindu laa..rindu asrama,h37! rindu nk s2dy ngn mentor,mentee..nk dop klas 5b tershinte,rindu nk bergalop ngn mida lam dom..she likes to bite me! ouch~ huh,hmm..rindu nk story2 ngn dayu..windu nk mnje2 ngn juwa..rindu nk s2dy together kt dom ngn meje jpun msing2..hehe..hm..rindu nk lari dr woden..ponteng prep..woden lak keja cm fbi keja pesalah lm csi..hahak...

mida...still cntct ngn dy,xpnah ptus..sbb kami da bejnji stia sblom bpisah aitu..dy ni emosi sket..huhu..xleyh bla btol bile igt dy nanges mase aq n dayu p kem mse pom 4,dy x ikot..alahai mida~ kteorg tinggal dy kt mktb sengsorang..oh kwnku...1 lg dy ni photoholic..xpnah jmpe kwn cmni,tp xpe da tu hobi dy,itu dy,slagy xnyusah kn poket atau tnaga aq,xpe...wateva she is,she is my besties!


this is her! hahak

a lots of story~

hmm..nk mule ngn ape ek??? byk sgt story neh..

hmm,sharian tnpe pkwe,rase cm x bes,windu dy au...cptla sehat by,i mish u soooo much! ayah aq pon harini dup mrawat dy la..tp xnk sehat2 jgk,ayah aq syg jgk kt mnantu dy tuh.thnx PAPA..hubungan kteorg drestui. sharian hrini aq ngn org len,tp aq xske,no 1 can make me happy except u dear lalink..tolong la sehat balek mr.express music bin 5800...

pg td?
blaja kete ngn cg ku trcyunk..hmm..ok la sket..ad improvement..n thap kdeboran juge rendah..keh2..n i share somthing ngn dy..hrap2 dy x ckp kt sape..hee~blh dikatakn,no more mampos2 kete td..lincir mcm grease!

tgahary td nothing got da bes..cume ptg td je..
smol bbq..hee~ besh..makan..mestila bes kn? kah3..n sharing2 cerite..hbes bau asap...smpai rmbot2 skali,haish..shampoo tyme~

td mse mndy aq tringat kt amalina la plak,rindu plak kt junior aq tu..rindu nk speaking ngn dy..rindu nk dy betepek2 ngn aq..rindu nk sharing2...rindu nk bergedik2..ala...byk la...yg pnting rindu..hmmm...
ni dy...cute amena~


td plak..ipad bwat hal...hm knpe la semuanye hrus mrajok ngn aq???? knpe3 dan knape...

tidoe tnpe cdar~

smlm aq tuka cdar..da lme xtuka..alih nk tdoe,mls plak nk psg..so tdoe cmtu je..hak2..stia ngn tilam tershinte..kn2??? (dasar pmalas)

semalam juge!

eXpress music cyunk ku rosak,huh....knpe la dy bwat hal...hm...sgt2 la GERAM..adakah dy suwda maw mampos? jgnla bgitu,aq xbosan lg ngn ko....adakah kate2 ku haritu tlh melukakan ko...

"hm,jelesla plak tgk org pkai blackberry,iphone...tp ko nmpk mude lg,aq jge ko leklok,ko manje,tp aq syg ko"

but,aq rase ko syg aq,sbb tu ko bwat2 rosak kn? kn2? jwblaa! smlm aq cube baiki ko,tp ko xnk jgk hdop,sdih aq tau...ko la satu2 pakwe aq yg stia...kalo ko pgy,aq nk chill ngn sape? T__T
aq xnk pkai blackberry or iphone la...aq nk ko~

baby plis come back to me~

ha,ko rosak sgt,tpkse la aq cri blackberry storm..hmmm..nnti bile ko sehat,kite chill sesame ye...ok?? i mish u...deeply...deep purple u knoe!!!

status?

trah mg ni bley ke than single?

weh,sape pkwe mg skunk?

pkwe mg smat op?

adoi...cm pemes lak kn...
duhai rakyat jelata beta sekalian..gue single ok? hebat sgt kah berdouble...aq byk bnde lg nk pikir..setia mnyeksakn...aq mudh borink ok? statement yg amat dangerous...guy who read this will stay away from me..yah thats gud!

hak2..hey...aq bru 18,tp x ckup lg sbenanye..bru 17 taon 6 bulan..wah...although i'm looking old than my age..huh~ byk lg la bnde nk tmpoh..aq pon xtau ape jd pasni..so hdop ni pnjg lg....lau aq xmati lg laa...lau da mati tu,nothing to say la~ cihuahua

ok..now i'm single..ala..status x penting laa...or lbey tpat,jnde bhias~ ok? close the book..bye

dunnia he~

ok,if we dun like somebody,or dye da mmbuatkn kite termnyampah kt dy...wat would u do??? hmm?

ad org still keep in his mind,y he like that,y he must do that? ala yunk,biak p je la depa nk bwat pa..tkdang aq ade jgk alami bnde ni..tp slgy x sgkut paout ngn aq...it doesn't matter la..org kn,byk rgam...

1 lg kn,whai org2 skalian...tkdg, aq jgk gune...biala,aq2..ad aq kesah??
tp aq x efek org around aq,aq pkir jgk pwasaan org len,tp ad org...xkesah dy tu smpai org naek mnyampah...hey u!we live in community ..please show respect sket la..ok?

kite kne hormat org,bru org hormat kite...

aq tercicir

tercicir? hak2..aq ad lam guni ape smpi tercicir tuh? hahaha..xdela..ekceli aq da tertinggal byk procedure lcen,berbnding dgn kwn ku yg len...ala,mls la plak nk smbg...cncel je la lesen...hmmm...
pap*pap* tmpar diri sndri jap,hak3..haiyaa~ mane bley itu mcm,da berkarung2 guni duwet aq da hbeskn dmi lesen y diidamkn...

ekceli it doesn't matter la,xlari kemana pon lesen tu,ad mse nnti aq smbung la ye?? i have many commitment to do..hee~ so stop asking me that kind of question,tnye la lg lau x knl lg pnmpar...dush2*

td kt fb,cg lin ad post...

slow bukan bodoh

then ad la yg len komen...

fast bukan bangang
byk mulot bkn bijak

heehaa~ btol jgk ye...

result spm?

lom kua lg tp aq da tkot smcm...rase cm x elok je,smlm mimpi sal result..oh no! doa je la agar aq bleyh ape yg tbaek..(sape suh kau x blaja leklok,wekk~) ape ko ckp?..xde ape...haha..

dunia skunk mkin sempit dan myempit.. tetekan aq bile fikirn jauh mlayang 5 taon .............akn dtg.............

smlm aq round2 kg gne moto,then i gendong maherah..hahak..kcut prot dy dbwat aq,,tcian...sory dear...aq x leh bwk penyu,msti nk speed,1 lg aq x praktik kslamatan,hai...BHAYE2..

1 lg,mak aq ad slow talk ngn aq,katenye dy suh aq try pkai tdung fesyen skunk ni..pashmina la hape la...aq?? not ready yet..hahak..ala mom..nnti la i g bli...mgkin dy tgk anak dy ni ntah pape kot dressing,or kunoo..hhahah..aq x kesah..aq bkn mcm org len..suke try somtin bru...ala...6tila ye...asal btudung dhla...

bgini trutannye:
tdung bwl
ariani
syria

aq? mceh mlekat kt stage ats,and a little bit trun bwh...ariani..tp ad 3 butir je tdung tuh,hahak...wat did u say? x update? aq kesah hape?

pnat.. =.='

hrini aq mop lntai...tlong mak aq la,sape lg kn??? bibiq aq pergy x kmbali...ape mslh dy,i don't know la...susa2...mopping pon ad care,salah care,kne marh la aq jwbnye...tp everything is oukey..huhuk..biarpon jajahan mop aq td kecil tp,its a little thing that can be proud~ haha..trah2..

alih2 chanel,ad fullhouse,zmn bile pnye ctew..tp lyn jela..couple day b4, aq hangout ngn kwn2 kt klcc..then we snap gmbr..klik2...tp bkn dgn kamera aq la,kmera kwn aq...oh no! spls tagging gmbr,i realized that,aq sgt gemmok! ouh no..pemily aq trutama ayah aq,dup popet2 sal bdan aq..ntah la aq,bile nk krus...spls round2 klcc,kwn aq smue blek,then i decided to buy a pair of shoes! hehe..ekceli aq da bli 2 psg..hahak...kcing kcing...! maka dgn itu duwet pn bkurangan..wat eva,asal aq puas hati~

menunggu

aq tunggu sape? tunggu kak ani tfon aq,kak ani tu cg krete aq. dy x ad specific schedule,anytyme dy free,dy col. aq slalu bdeba thap cipan lau nk blaja kete ngn dy,hak3...tp biala,dy nk marah ke hape,dy yg aja aq....sape suh aq lmbt pndai? so skunk salah sape?? hak3....bile laa nk setel hal lesen..aq da smkin srabut..huh..aq xbleyh bla sgt srabut2 nih...ad la yg akn tumboh nnti...ape tuh??? pimples~~ wah....stres!