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aku? belom kawin. tak official lagi 20. 19 lagi ohkey. jadi kalau nak ngorat. tunggu 20 *pfffttt haha. korang kalo nak baca. must kept in mind, i don have ilmu to share. sorry, ni diary-like je. apepon tq :)

Sunday, April 24, 2011

huh...

jaoh lg perjalann aq nnti,ape akan jd pon xsure,tkot jgk weh..hmmm...

tp since aq kecik,aq memg dh plan leklok hdop aq neh...aq slalu rewind episod tu..bgaimana permulaan n akhirnya,stakat ni aq bru melepasi minit ptame,insyaallah xde yg akan halang,tp aq tkot seyh~ tlalu indah episod tuh,hm,xpela,aq cube utk tidak mgharap sgt,jus simpan ketat2 impian tuh,kalo nk tau,aq kejam sket,aq memilih..memg sblom ni aq byk memaen...tp sungguh,aq materialistik sket...

aq malu nk cite plan aq tu,sbb nnti ade org bace..KOT..hehehe..aq tkot plan aq trsekat je,,n one of the scary thing is CINTA..haiyookk,,harap2 la lps2 tu dy muncul,,lgpon aq xde lg smbungan 4 episod cinte tu,,how big my love towards him,but if he try to rosak2 my plan,*debushh..haha..thats y la...im janda rite na..

kadang2 aq dpt yg bkn ciri2 lam list aq,sungguh aq xbersedia utk hdop sush,,,aq try tnamkn dlm diri aq.."xpe la kalo dpt yg gud2 je pon,asal dy rajin n baek" but..hmm..but im not that cruel sgt,aq trime je,lgpon aq ni bkn cntek sgt...

but skunk fokus aq laen,aq ke arah step plan aq strusnye,mane2 yg aq rase bole gngu plan..aq ltak tepi tros,,n thats y aq jande skunk...rmai douh aq rejet...haiyookk,,pdhal aq da lengkap pakej "org xcantek" nk ape lg douh? xpaham laa..xpe tu ikot suke,haha..

but i'm not sure lg nih,psal aq xsure ag,aq bole further study kt ne,,hmm..kalo aq xstudy lam cos yg aq plan,maknenye plan aq da tersekat...sbb dr cos aq plan..lps tu aq akn pgang degree lam cos yg aq study,so aq jgk akan bekerja relate ngn study aq...lps tu plak,aq da tetpkn aq pnye gaji n lifestyle aq camne lps tu...kalo kt c2 da trsekat,camne la plan aq pastu..huishh..

sush jgk tuh weh...dulu ustazah pnah tilik tgn aq,tp dy da ckp xpyah pcye,amek sbgai suke2...aq ni tragak2 nk hulur tgn..dy ckp~

athirah ni...tpak tgn dy byk cabang,maknenye,hdop byk cabang,pyah sket nk bjaya...dy ckp,kne buat yg trbaek r kalo nk smpai top..mcm lam spm ni,wt molek lalu..

tu dy ckp,haiyoo...balek sekola,tros mneros aq duk pkir...hmm..ustazah tu jgk la yg byk bg motivasi..pnah skali aq dijemput scare berhemah ke bilik kaunselor,igt kaunselor comel nk jmpe,but ustazah pilih tmpat tu cos trtutup,xde pn kaunselor...nk tau y aq dijemput ole ustazah?

SBB AQ XPNAH DPT A SUBJEK PAI...=.=" sjak fom 4 ag,haiyook

tp hritu ustazah ckp ngn aq..memg pnah kt jiwe aq tros,dy pndang mate aq,cm aq leyh rase...dy halalkn ilmu aq,sbb dy tkot,kemungkinan aq xdpt a..cos dy ad trase ngn aq,,so dy btol2 make 0-0 that day...n aq pon sikit jd bersemangat....haloohh,,

tp 7a/9a aq tu ok ke? layak ke x aq nk amek cos aq nk tuh,,hmm...same2la kite doa~





2 comments:

Miss Ramyun said...

insya Allah.thirah bule capainye impian thirah tu.sy doakan. same2 kite berdoa muge kite dpt course yg sesuai utk kite.

athirah junaidi said...

insyaallah wana=) i pray for u too dear~